Monday, September 30, 2013
Christina's Story - How God rescued her from Satanism
Hi this is Christina and this is my testimony. The trials in my life started at age 13. I struggled with anorexia and bulemia. Things escalated into cutting. When I reached high school I began using drugs, becoming a meth and heroin addict by 15 years old. Things in my life didn't get better as I took a turn and started practicing wiccan which then eventually turned into satanism as I had a taste for the dark side. My life was spiraling out of control. Not only was I bare bones, I was a run away addict that was trying to escape the law and life. One week when I had sold my body as a prostitute, I blew more than 1/2 grand on drugs and took them all, mostly to myself, in one day. I didn't die and didn't know why. I started crying. In the back of my mind I knew I was trying to commit suicide and wondered why I wasn't dead. It dawned on me, there was like some kind of peace that overtook me, the kind that enraged me because I knew it was God and He was trying to talk to me and show me His love through these specific emotions that I identified as Him. I looked in the mirror one night at myself and didn't know what I was looking at. I thought about my future and who I didn't know who I was now. What kind of life did I long for for my future? I didn't want to be sleeping on the sidewalk at Starbucks or sleeping in a strangers bed. That's when the curiosity came back to seek after God and He found me through multiple ways that I can't describe. Between then and a few months ago, I've been attacked multiple times through by old demons and have put myself in bad positions such a becoming a stripper and relapsing on Meth and calling back old demons that once taught me the ways of satanism. I knew I had a choice of heaven or hell and this is my last chance of making that decision because having a full blown relapse of these things, I would never return. So I asked for help. My Christian therapist, whom I have been seeing off and on for a year or so, had told me about an ex-satanist who she thought was willing to sit down and talk to me. He came over with her to my house, with my mom home. We sat down in our living room and he told me his story. I related to him. God used him in an extraordinary way. He asked me if I was willing to be delivered and I said yes. He then prayed and then asked me to pray and give God each demon that I struggled with. I have had tension headaches, in between my eyebrows for years, and never knew what caused them. When I prayed out loud and told the spirit of drugs to leave in Jesus name and go to the place God had prepared for it (which I did with all of them), the tension left. It was totally noticeable. I got a release in my 'gut' area and the heaviness in my head was lifted and gone. Afterwards, I felt extremely light and at peace. When I struggled so long with anxiety attacks and other emotional problems, they were gone. Now, I feel like I get to live a life that I have dreamed of since I was a little girl that God has promised me.I wouldn't be alive today, if it wasn't for Him. I should have died multiple times but He saved it every time and I know I have a purpose in life, that is why I'm here.
Christina, I want to thank you so much for being so brave and so willing to share your story with us. I know it can't be easy to relay such personal details of your life, but please know that I believe your honesty here will help many many people. We all know in the back of our minds that we are in a spiritual battle of epic proportions, but many of us don't experience it like you did. And none of us are immune from falling for the enemy's traps. Praise God you made the right choice! Praise God He sent you an ex-satanist to help! And Praise God you are whole and free again. God loves you SO MUCH!! Don't ever let go of Him.